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Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Will go under knife on my eyes in 5 days more.

The lasik ....

I Can't describe this feeling but I can tell you is that ...it is the feeling of unknown . Will I be one in the Million
Suddenly it is not the money u worry about ...it is the eyes ....

Eyes , visual ...to me is everything .

I guess the moment I lay down on the icy- cold hard operation table, nothing is more important than my eyes. The eyes to see wonderful things.

The eyes to see your beloved ones. I will do anything to see my beloved ones-even if give my life.

Remembered the korea drama "Stairway to Heaven" , the female lead lost it's sight and before that she practise touching the face of her beloved, trying to rem how he look like even she close her eyes. She practised many times but still forget how he look like. Whenever she forget, she lost her sane...

That's the best korea drama that I have seen ... i mean one of the best.

God , please bless me that I will be alright. I will be safe in your hands. Your hands that have touched many human faces of sickness and heal them alright. You just asked for one thing - Is to have belief with you ..

As you heal my eyes, I will use my eyes to see suffering, I will use it as an opportunity to serve God by helping others, to trust Him in spite of the difficulty, and to grow in our faith in Him.

As you heal my eyes, I will use my eyes to see the beautiful, I will see the goodness of the people , that 's because I see these people cry in front of you for your graciousness is the Lord the highest! They are beautiful as they will praise you and follow your words and spread your good news to people.

May I will see you in pain or in happiness...Amen.

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I gonna serve God's words in the end of the year as I know I will going to a place where God believe that I will help start contribute to more people. Serving the people.. Expose me to more people , seeing black and white. I know God wants me to learn something again from this journey. I hope after during this journey , i will be a more growth of a person with a firm ground and character compare to few years ago.

I pray and hope the best ...it will go smoothly.

I will never despair in something that God will not wants me to do. I will rejoyce if God be taking me the place that Him knows that I can help the most. I will surely help.

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Thanks pauline and liping for that crazy sat night and afternoon.
Pauline is a good photographer , she took my most beautiful pics and my friend and from what pauline see from a picture and it's angle , i can see the loveliness things in the world. Jia u o! Pauline ! continue to take more pics and show to me !!!
Have passion in a thing will lead to success in one another ... i can see a future successful photographer....btw , gimme your autography lst ...have to sell to ebay in near future!..

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now 12:30 am ...

Kena stressed by the jap lesson (yeh gonna finish the class niao)just now .. I am sleepless now

Cnnot must slp
Have to slp ..

Oyasuminasai.....

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